ARRN presents… “Johnny Hegemonic”
Evil is maybe lying to God.
Or better, lying to love.
Or better, lying to love.
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Anne Sexton, from The Death Notebooks; “The Awful Rowing Toward God,” (via writemeanna) |
I think the only way to get through this life is laughing hard and constantly, mostly at myself.
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| — | Shannon Hale (via h-o-r-n-g-r-y) |
Library of world literature for children:
Ferdowsi, Shah-Nameh
Nizami, Layla and Majnun
Shota Rustaveli, The Knight in Panther’s Skin
Navoi, Farhad and Shirin
Illustrator N.I. Maltsev
Yuh fraid fi yeye, yuh nebba nyam head
Yuh fraid fi yeye, yuh nebba nyam head
if you are afraid of the eye, you will never eat the head.
Twin flames.
And when one of them meets with his other half, the actual half of himself, the pair are lost in an amazement of love and friendship and intimacy and one will not be out of the other’s sight even for a moment.”
It sometimes happens that a man and a woman meet…
… and instantly recognize the other half of themselves behind the eyes of each other…
The eyes have been rightly called “the windows of the soul.”
Even their voices are familiar to each other’s ears, like a remembered chord of music…
These are two who immediately sense the unalterable fact that they have been—are—and must always be One… even though they might have fought against their fate for centuries and struggled in vain to escape their linked destiny…
Almost from the first moment they meet and gaze upon each other, their spirits rush together in joyful recognition, ignoring all convention and custom, all social rules of behaviour, driven by an inner knowing too overwhelming to be denied…
During the periods of twinflames being apart, however brief or however extended, both persons are lonely, empty, and incomplete… yet even throughout any such temporary spaces in their togetherness, there’s a constant, pulsing astral communication between them— for even then, they are linked by a cord that connects them over the miles.
How do I know he/she is my Twin Flame?
Your actual Twin flame is the other half of your soul.
Most of the time your Twin flame is not incarnate at the same time as you are, but stays in the Ethers as a guide and a kind of caretaker.
Sometimes however, both you and your Twin flame do incarnate at the same time. As said, this is rare. When it does, however, usually that person is NOT your ideal mate, for good reason… they are difficult to live with.
Your literal “other half” embodies everything you are and usually reflects EVERYTHING you do not like about yourself. Most people mistake Twin Flame for their Soulmate. Yes, we all have a Twin Flame. Soulmates, you get together and everything is perfect. With a Twin Flame there is chaos: one can be attached, age difference, different locations, or the person has some serious issues and is afraid to open up to the energy because the bond is too intense.
What will happen when I do find my Twin Flame?
It will be a Direct bond with this person, so drawn that you can’t let go of the connection even if you never had a relationship, or if he/she is not single.
Thoughts will be never ending, sometimes for years.
Will it lead my life in destruction, what do I do?
The connection is very intense and you can feel what they are feeling, even apart. Even when there is a positive or negative lifestyle, you will sense this emotion.
Sound a little scary?
It can be as beautiful and as traumatic an experience as it sounds. Sometimes people can’t handle this deep Spiritual Bond and block it, but the Twin Flame is never one sided. The feeling between the two will always remain and will in some way find themselves back to their Twin flame when Karma permits. This depends on everyone differently.
When will it connect?
A Twin Flame usually pops up when you LEAST expect it. You will also find yourself coming down with the same symptoms of a “soulmate connection.” It’s telepathic, and hugging each other is like coming home for nourishment. Twin flames come together when they have service work to do on the planet.
What is a Twin Soul?
Not everyone meets their twin soul in every lifetime, nor should one seek it out … it’s in God/dess’s time when the two soul halves will meet, and their successful reunion depends upon the balancing of karma with other souls, the balance of male/female energies within them and between them, and their Spiritual evolution. The energy between them is powerful, the two halves are often like magnets, there is the irresistible pull, or the inexplicable “pushing away” as the energy is sometimes too powerful for one or both to deal with.
Some people mistake unrequited love for a twinflame relationship. It is not, though these powerful “unrequited” love experiences with soul mates or “near flames” can often be the threshold leading to the meeting with your twin soul. As we learn to love and release and open our hearts fully in compassion, forgiveness, and unconditional love, we are being made ready for the ultimate reunion with the other half of our soul. Both halves will feel this connection, and often many synchronistic events and signs will lead up to this magical meeting.
Often one or both will try to run from the energy, it can scare the “stuff” out of you to meet with this person whose soul resonates so strongly with your own. Looking into this person and seeing yourself can frighten you if you haven’t done the inner work. If the two halves have not evolved spiritually to come to the place of unconditional love and inner strength, then the meeting can be tragic, short-lived or beset with difficulties but the magnetic pull remains.
Often many obstacles lay in the path between the twins and their ultimate reunion. Lessons in patience, perseverance, acceptance and surrender.
There are stories of twinflames married to others who connect only on the Spiritual plane while respecting the earth vows of their Divine Partner.
Some twin souls are not incarnated at the same time, one will be a guide or “guardian angel” from the other side as the other half continues with their earthly lessons. Some twin souls unite and incarnate in one body. In this form they are together as one “unit” and return as a highly enlightened and whole being, as a bodhisattva, teacher or saint. These are the few people who experience no longing or desires, for all is within them in this lifetime. They are balanced in their male/female aspects and have ascended ego. They return to guide other souls to ascension with the Divine Source.
Twin Flames, also called twin souls…
…are literally the other half of our soul.
We each have only one twin, and generally after being split the two went their separate ways, incarnating over and over to gather human experience before coming back together. Ideally, this happens in both of their last lifetimes on the planet so they can ascend together. So you probably haven’t had many lifetimes with your twin.
Each twin is a complete soul, not half a soul. It is their task to become more whole, balancing their female and male sides, and ideally become enlightened, before reuniting with their twin. This reunion is of two complete and whole beings. All other relationships through all our lives could be said to be “practice” for the twin, the ultimate relationship.
When twins get together, it is for some kind of spiritual service work. This is their primary reason for finding each other, because through their union a huge birthing of creative energy is released, to be used for their mission together. More and more twins are attempting to get together now to help the planet and humanity make a big shift forward in consciousness.
However, many of these attempts at reunion are unsuccessful because the individual people are not quite ready for the intensity of a twin flame union. It is more intense than any other union, and this intensity is at a soul level, not as much in the physical or even emotional bodies. This doesn’t mean that there isn’t a good attraction at those levels as well, but the strongest attraction is of spirit. This is one of the distinguishing characteristics of a twin soul. Many people think they have met their twin because the attraction is so intense, but it is a karmic attraction, one of need or bodily desire rather than the Divine Love of twins.
Your chance of meeting and staying with your twin depends on how evolved your soul is, and how much of your baggage from this and past lives you have cleared. The biggest reason twins have to separate after coming together is their individual emotional baggage. Because in the presence of your twin, there can be nothing between you, nothing blocking your closeness. This means that everything comes up for healing that you haven’t previously healed. Everything!
When twins reunite, both of them experience an acceleration of their spiritual growth and awakening. They get on the fast track of learning about esoteric wisdom and experiencing other states of consciousness. They usually haven’t been together all that often during their series of lives on the planet, and so their backgrounds may be different. Yet, there is a closeness and similarities of spirit that are almost uncanny, noticed in many ways, such as looking back at yourself when you look at your mate, and a remembering of the distant past when you first split up. Guidance is strong with these relationships, and usually one or both have a good channel for communication with Spirit. Their connection is telepathic, and hugging each other is like coming home for nourishment.
When’s the last time you reread this, and how did you feel when you finished bb?
VENUS OPPOSITION NATAL SATURN
THE COLD HEARTJUN 12TH - JUN 24THSTRONGEST JUN 16TH
Transit Venus Opposition natal Saturn
You may be feeling quite distant and lonely right now and you may have some conflict within your personal relationships. Perhaps work may be getting in the way or you feel obligations of work versus your personal relationships take hold. It is a good time to balance what area is most needing your attention but as you will be more detached it may not be a easy time to patch up problems in your relationships. Its best to grin and bear it and not take your emotions too seriously and be careful what you say to others as it may be quite hurtful
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I am not afraid of the gun
But of myself
I’m unpredictable
Moody
Wild
While at the same time
Undeniable
Irresistible
Balanced and wise.
Untrusting
And needs an attentive eye in trust
I read astro reports to confirm my faults
And give hope
For a better me
(As if the stars are written in stone)
Change can happen
Change is happening
But the environment and circumstance
Allow so much doubt
Provide so much doubt
Seems everyone wanted you
Everyone wanted to see us break
I couldn’t see that then
But I could feel it at times
They didn’t wanna be close to me
They wanted to know you
All of them
Instead of breaking those ties
I broke our bond
Foolish
Illusionary
Deceived
By my own naïveté
And the intentions of those I chose to be around
It’s hard to think when you’re the golden boy
That anything could go wrong
Isn’t that what they say, when everything is going well be even more careful
If you don’t have enemies, look again
In my master plan of absence
Folks show themselves in the frozen nature at which they look at me in surprise
Surprise I’m gone
Surprise I’m here
Surprise I’m there
Lying about dreams to get information
Manipulating words
To get better placement
It’s not so much I should leave
As it is I should be absent
And watch hypotheses
Prove the subjects correct
In what they have felt all along
Was never real
Was never comfortable
Was always skeptical
I too forgot the comfort of my fortress
I was in the alleyway too long
They still gettin lit
Talking shit
Scheming on each other
Kissing and making up
Because greed is what they share
Using is what they do
Change is what they want
But coins
I too played the fool
And broke the mirror
When it shone my face
You got cut
We bled
Now we’re here.
I don’t expect to find this anywhere else
I don’t expect you to ever take me back
I don’t expect either will be around in better days
But I hope
// damage done at this point may serve life-long
Damage done
A relationship too
Another strike
For me
Another strike for you.
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